Lydia and Jacob and Emma and Brian and Isabel and numerous other people that I will get to see very soon.
The person I miss most I will not be seeing so soon. I wish Damien could come home and I could sleep nestled into his shoulder like all of the thousands of nights I spent in just that spot. This distance and confusion and self-discovery and these terribly necessary growing pains have all been so trying. Sometimes it seems insurmountable by then I remember that I refuse to give myself any other option than onward movement.
Still, my heart aches for comfort and peace. I must work to get there again.
was I love you.
I miss you. Come home to me. I’m scared and sad need you to hold me. I need you to know that I love you more than I’ve loved any other.